Hari ini,Kamis,12 Januari 2012 pukul 22.04 ,gue lagi ngerjain Program Kerja OSIS sambil denger denger lagu,dan tiba-tiba terputarlah lagu Daniel Bedingfield yang berjudul If You're not The One. ada lirik nya yang berbunyi
"......If you're not for me,then why do i dream of you as my wife?....."
Menurut gue udah cukup lumayan ngebuat JLEB....!! Lalu gue klik aja next siapa tau lagu nya gak galau tapi ternyata... Britney Spears-From the Bottom Of My Broken Heart hemmm bikin sedih sih... bukan karena pengalaman,tapi karena ya lirik nya itu nyentuh abis ya gue hayati aja lagunya dan... berhasil membuat hampir galau di lirik:
"...Did you know, still I miss you somehow. From the bottom of the broken heart there's just a thing or two i'd like you to know..."
akhirnya gue emnjelajahi lagu lagu galau di komputer gue ini... gue puter aja lagu Toni Braxton-Unbreak My Heart dan kata-kata yang gue suka di lagu ini tuh :
"...And life is so cruel without you here beside me..."
Setelah itu gue pun ganti lagu jadi Trisha Yearwood Kata yang gue suka itu
"...if i had to live without you,what kind of life would that be..."
Abis itu berturut-turut Have i told you lately,way back into love,there you'll be,you're still the one,why do i love you.sekarang menunjukan pukul 22.28 ,24 menit udah gue di depan komputer, saat nya mata dan badan gue istirahat melepas lelah seharian. See ya next time yuaaah hihihi ;)
[Lady Gaga - Verse 1] When he comes to me, I am ready I'll wash his feet with my hair if he needs Forgive him when his tongue lies through his brain Even after three times, he betrays me
I'll bring him down, bring him down, down A king with no crown, king with no crown
[Chorus] I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel But I'm still in love with Judas, baby I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel But I'm still in love with Judas, baby
[Lady Gaga - Verse 2] I couldn't love a man so purely Even darkness forgave his crooked way I've learned love is like a brick, you can Build a house or sink a dead body I'll bring him down, bring him down, down A king with no crown, king with no crown
[Chorus] I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel
But I'm still in love with Judas, baby I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel But I'm still in love with Judas, baby
Oh-oh-oh-ohoo I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
Oh-oh-oh-ohoo I'm in love with Juda-as, Juda-as
EW
[Bridge] In the most Biblical sense, I am beyond repentance Fame hooker, prostitute wench, vomits her mind But in the cultural sense I just speak in future tense Judas kiss me if offensed, Or wear ear condom next time
I wanna love you, But something's pulling me away from you Jesus is my virtue, Judas is the demon I cling to I cling to
[Chorus] I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel But I'm still in love with Judas, baby I'm just a Holy fool, oh baby he's so cruel But I'm still in love with Judas, baby
Jumpa lagi di blog laknat milik orang laknat ini.Kali ini gue mau cerita tentang Pengalaman gue ikut Latihan Dasar Kepemimpinan Siswatama,emang sih rada telaaat tapi yaaa lanjut dah,gue bagi 2 part aja kali yak? dan inilah dia... dimulai hari:
Kamis,17 Maret,
Semua pada kumpul di GRJT jam setengah tujuh buat upacara pemberangkatan dan yaps semua anak anak bawaan nya banyak termasuk gue,malahan ada beberapa yang sampe bawa koper,ya koper kecil sih bukan yang gede,gue sendiri bawa 1 tas dan satu kantong kresek yang isi nya snack snack semua.Upacara mulai,sebelum nya kita daftar ulang buat ngambil ID card dari panitia,semua selese lanjut ke kendaraan yang kita pakai,truk tentara dimana 1 RT mesti masuk semua muat gak muat hahahaha,lanjut perjalanan,sesampainya disana,kita disuruh baris buat upacara pembukaan,benah benah sekalian makan siang, terus ada pemilihan lurah,carik,jagabaya putra,jagabaya putri. Dan akhirnya dengan 162 suara,kandidat no.1, Alwan Hafizh-Aini R. jadi Lurah-Carik. Terus dengan 53 Suara,kandidat no.2,Chandra P.-Andi Annisa jadi Jagabaya Putra- Jagabaya Putri.Lanjut Kegiatan ke agamaan,terus materi kepemimpinan,lalu kegiatan keagamaan lagi,Makan malam,terus materi Tata Upacara Bendera.After that kita semua tidur dah,sebelum tidur ada satu insiden yang lucu antara kak bili (satwas) sama bakti,ceritanya kan kita lagi packing sebelum tidur,nah kak bili nyariin ketua RT,langsung aja disautin sama si bakti karena dikirain itutuh temen satu RT kita,ini dialog lengkapnya:
Satwas : pak RT nya mana
ST 2011 : pulang kampung
Satwas : siapa yg ngomong?
**HENING**
Satwas : Siapa yang ngomong!!?
ST 2011 : siap saya kak
Satwas : maksud kamu apa?
ST 2011 : siap tidak kak,saya kira temen saya
Satwas : kamu mau pulang?
ST 2011 : siap tidak kak
Satwas : beres2 barang2 kamu (sambil getok kepala si anak itu)
ST 2011 : siap tidak kak
Satwas : mau saya anterin?
ST 2011 : siap tidak kak
Satwas : Laenkali jangan gitu
ST2011 : siap iya kak
Selese dah si bakti langsung jadi bahan cengan di RT.Sampe hari terakhir di kempi III si bakti masih di cengin ckckck
Jumat,18 Maret 2011
Bangun jam 04.00 langsung kegiatan agama,abis itu siap siap Olahraga.Pemanasan nya gile beda....putra bilang 123,putri bilang 1, jadi kayak gini:
Putra : 1,2,3
Putri :1
Putra :1,2,3
Putri : 2
Putra:1,2,3
Putri : 3
Seterusnya sampe angka 10,baru ganti gaya… Abis itu lari sekitar kempi III. Selesai lari semuanya siap siap buat mandi,kecuali gue kayaknya sama beberapa orang,yak,gue cuman cuci muka,sikat gigi,ganti daleman,udah,terus abis itu ada materi tentang Peranan Pelajar di Dunia Internasional,yang di beri mantan duta besar Rusia.Tapi sebelumnya kita makan dulu hehehe.Di materi itu gue ngantuk,mungkin gara gara sedikit yang gue tulis karena ga ada slideshownya...Pokoknya yang gue catet di materi nya cuman:
"3 kata kunci sukses: Semangat,Disiplin,Tabah"
Selesai dia ngasih materi Tentang Napza,dll. Oleh Drs. Yudi Kusmayadi di situ gue dapet satu ketergantungan(ketagihan) yang baru yang mungkin ada dari kita yang kayak gitu, yakni iDosing,yaitu ketagihan mendengar suatu musik gitu(itu pengertian hasil gue search) kalo menurut bapaknya siih ya efek nya iDosing kita bisa mendengar musik,membaca buku,ngetik sms sekaligus 3 itu.buseeeet.Abis itu materi TUB,terus isoma,terus lanjut TUB,sekalian upacara apel sore.malam nya kita dapet materi kesiswatamaan,mulai sejarahnya,tujuan nya,orang orang pendiri+peserta ST nya.abis itu kita tidur deh
I see you beside me It's only a dream A vision of what used to be The laughter, the sorrow
Pictures and time Fading to memories How could I ever let you go? Is it too late to let you know?
I tried to run from your side But each place I hide It only reminds me of you When I turn out of the light Even the night It only reminds me of you
I needed my freedom This what I thought But I was a fool to believe My heart lied while you cried
Rivers of tears But I was too blind to see Everything we've been through before Now it means so much more
I tried to run from your side But each place I hide It only reminds me of you When I turn out of the light Even the night It only reminds me of you
Only you So come back to me I'm down on my knees Boy, can't you see?
How could I ever let you go? Is it too late to let you know?
I tried to run from your side But each place I hide It only reminds me of you When I turn out all the light Even the night It only reminds me of you, you Only reminds me of you
Especially for you I wanna let you know what I was going through All the time we were apart I thought of you You were in my heart, my love never changed I still feel the same
Especially for you I wanna tell you I was feeling that way too And if dreams were wings, you know I would have flown to you to be where you are No matter how far and now that I'm next to you
No more dreaming about tomorrow Forget the loneliness and the sorrow I've got to say it's all because of you
And now were back together, together I wanna show you my heart is oh so true And all the love I have is especially for you
Especially for you I wanna tell you, you mean all the world to me How I'm certain that our love was meant to be You changed my life, you showed me the way And now I'm next to you
I've waited long enough to find you I wanna put all the hurt behind you And I wanna bring out the love inside you, oh, and
Now were back together, together I wanna show you my heart is oh so true And all the love I have is especially for you
You were in my heart, my love never changed And now that I'm next to you No more dreaming about tomorrow Forget the loneliness and the sorrow I've got to say it's all because of you
I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have all of me, me, me
Swallowed up in the sound of my screaming Cannot cease for the fear of silent nights. Oh how I long for the deep sleep dreaming; The goddess of imaginary light.
In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me
I linger in the doorway My alarm clock screaming Monsters calling my name Let me stay Where the wind will whisper to me Where the raindrops As they're falling tell a story
If you need to leave the world you live in Lay your head down and stay a while Though you may not remember dreaming Something waits for you to breathe again
In my field of paper flowers And candy clouds of lullaby I lie inside myself for hours And watch my purple sky fly over me